So, for those who read this blog, you know I'm always trying to lose some weight.  Good news, I'm down an entire 16 pounds since I first began.  Bad news.. I have a million pounds to go!
My current weight is 220.  There, I said it.  I was not going to because it's a number that I'm deeply ashamed of.  But, I need to admit it to myself in order to seek further change.  So, I'm about a size 14-16 (12, when I really want to be).  My body shape is an apple.. which I think is the worst and unhealthiest shape.  Here is a picture of me.

(Cardigan, Jeans & Shoes: Banana Republic; Purse: Coach)

(Top: Gap; Shorts: J. Crew; Shoes: Banana Republic)
Anyway, I have made a rewards system that will surely motivate me.  It has 3 goals and which I will be rewarded.
Goal 1: To be under 200 pounds.  Reward? Coach Brooke bag.  I feel like Coach is a relatively affordable "designer" bag.  This bag is under $40o.  I'm still going to be heavy at that weight, so I don't want to give myself a huge reward.

Goal 2: To be less than 175 pounds.  Since this is hard to achieve, my reward for this is a Louis Vuitton Neverfull GM tote.  This is a $750 bag.. so it's not super expensive but still a nice designer purse.

Goal 3:   To be less than 150 pounds.  150 has always been a hard number for me to attain.  When I was younger, it's how much my mother wanted me to weigh.. But I was always over that.  My reward for this is Christian Louboutin Shoes!  Christian Louboutin is one of my all time favorite shoe designers but I currently don't own any shoes by him.  I don't want to until I lose weight because my foot is wide and the shoes will not look good on me or fit correctly.
I don;t know which shoe I want right now because style is always changing.  I'm maybe hoping to get a pair of boots.  I love boots and have always dreamed of wearing them, but currently, my legs are too big and if I get the extended ones, they just extenuate how wide my legs already are.  No thanks!

Or a pair of classics?

I'll cross that bridge when I get to it:)
So, these are my goals.  I dream big.  Who knows?  I might fail.  But at least I tried and I'll keep persevering until I reach that weight.
Julia